My son's a sophomore and was cut from the baseball team. He was the last player cut, as far as I know. That's about all I really know though. He's not talking much. He's hurting pretty bad. Very painful to watch as a parent, and his mom and I hurt for him. It's been 4 days. Today we plan to sit him down and get him to open up. I think he'll feel a bit better when he gets it out.
I'm still in shock. A month ago he attended a PAC 12 school's prospect hitting camp and competed very favorably among 75 +/- very talented kids. Most of them were HS seniors. My son's only 15 (skipped a grade) and was likely the youngest kid there. He went primarily for the instruction and preparation for his HS season. On the drive down I told him he might be jumping in the deep end of the pool, but not to get too high if he did well or too low if he didn't.
He said all the kids in his group assumed he was a senior also. He received quite a lot of positive feedback and attention from the coaches there who were not there to stroke kids' egos. I watched him at one station just get off scorching line drives back up the middle. As he was jogging back to the line, the coach throwing BP looked at the coach roving and evaluating. He nodded at him as to say..."This one's legit."
You'd have to know my son's personality. He's very "grounded." Very honest about himself to the point he mostly rejects praise in favor of constructive criticism. He's always been that way, even in youth ball. He never was one of the kids saying, "Did you see when I...." Very focused on getting better in lieu of all the premature comparisons that come along with youth ball. In many ways he was more mature than most adults (myself included at times). When we left the prospect camp he said, "Dad, I think I'll be able to play college ball." It was different to here him say something like that, but in light of how he stacked up I honestly felt like he had every right to be pleased with himself. It's just so rare that he puts himself out there like that.
I'm just confused how he can impress his peers, college coaches, and most of all himself and then get cut from the HS JV team? He's really popular among his teammates. The Frosh coach in a one on one with him last year told him that his greatest attribute was his leadership. He told me the same thing one day in the parking lot after a game. I jokingly asked if that was like telling a girl that her best quality is her personality. You know, like his game blows...but we like him anyway. He said no, your son can play. He then wanted to make sure he was going to also play football in the fall. He didn't as Frosh because he was so intent on playing baseball that he played in a fall baseball league, something he hadn't done before. He's a big kid and very strong. I mean country strong and weight room strong all in one. 6'1" and 235. He is now bench pressing 240# and squatting some un-Godly amount. And, he's got good feet. Runs well. About a 7.0 60 give or take. Not a base stealing threat really, but stole one last year that lead to the first run of the season. To me, you'd think that if you had a 15 year old kid in your program that is that big and strong with legit HR power you'd be at least intrigued with him if he knew which end of the bat to grip. Thing is he can hit. He struck out 3 whole times during the summer season and had nearly a 1.000 OB% in the 6th and 7th innings.
And he can pitch. I don't know what a gun would say, but I'd guess low 80's - upper 70's without any doubt whatsoever. The head varsity coach last year, but has since moved on to another job, liked him as a pitcher. He appeared in a game against a private Catholic HS that is a juggernaut in all sports in our state. They recruit. Our school's D1 team was originally in the tournament, but also had another tournament that they then went to on Sunday. The D2 team (mostly kids that played Frosh baseball) played in this tournament in their place. Our squad was seriously in over our heads. Their was some stout competition. Our starter gave up 14 runs in 3+. This was a kid that was anticipated to allow us to compete. My son relieved him and went 0-2 on the first batter he faced before the kid hit a HR that may not have landed yet. Then though, he settled down and got outs. I mean he pitched like he belonged in that level of competition. He gave up a total of 3 runs in 2+ innings. The Frosh coach told my son that he was instructed to make sure he told him that the Vars coach was pleased with the effort. Man I wish that guy wouldn't have left.
Thing is too though, it appears the new guy liked my son. Apparently during winter workouts he sort of befriended my son to the point his teammates gave him a hard time about it. One of his friends told me the coach didn't seem all that accessible except in my son's case. The first workout my son passed out. Fell flat on his face. He had a fever from the flu or something and the conditioning put him over the top. The coach called my wife the next day or the day after, which was cool of him. Wanted to make sure it wasn't anything serious. They chatted for awhile. He asked my wife to tell him a little bit about her son. Just like he was interested in getting some personal insight. Again, we both thought "How nice." Of course my wife said what a lot of mom's would. She also told him how much he loved the game. How he follows it year 'round and practices relentlessly. She then told him a story about how he pitched a couple years ago in a Memorial Day tournament, in a snow storm after having a finger nail on his pitching hand torn completely off by a come-backer. She said that boy will do anything for you coach. If he had to stop that come-backer with his face - he'd do it for you. I was thinking nice work mom. He already likes the kid. After painting this mental picture of blood running down his hand onto the snow and then staying in the game, finishing the game, then going for stitches...How could he not be completely in love with him? He's at practice with the flu and goes hard until he falls flat on his face. Got to be a gamer.
Then when he cuts him it's at lunch time. Every other kid that got cut was cut after school at the beginning of practice. At least they can go somewhere and deal with it. Maybe go be with their parent or a friend, somewhere to get their head together. My son had to go to Calculus class. By the way he's an outstanding student. Takes mostly advanced placement classes and his pre-SATs were something any parent would be extremely proud of. In math and science he tested ahead of 94 or 96% of others taking the test nationwide. I mean he's a good kid. Hangs with the right friends. Volunteers. Treats his parents and sister with respect. Brought his grandfather to a field clean up day last year and made it a point to proudly introduce him to the coaches. My wife's dad is a former coach at another HS in our town. 35 years or more. He was so proud that he came to help a rival school. On Saturday nights he's not out partying and getting in trouble. He goes to the local gym, meets up with his friends and their girl type friends. Maybe goes to Taco Bell across the street for a few laughs and a Coke. If my younger daughter brings a boy like him to the house, I will absolutely breath a major sigh of relief (then remind him I'm a gun owner). He didn't deserve that. I'm sure it wasn't intended maliciously, but it was really insensitive nonetheless.
I don't know what he wants to do. I'm going to tell him he's not the Lone Ranger. Others have gone through it. Really all he has to do is get back up. Get up once more than you get knocked down and your successful. I cannot even fathom him wanting to give up baseball. Be one thing if he ran out of talent, but I know this coach's assessment is off. My son's not going to be bitter. He doesn't roll that way. Confused? Hurt? All those things sure, but he's not going to start blaming anyone or say so and so should have gotten cut instead.
We have until the 31st (3 weeks exactly) for him to apply for an in-district transfer. He could go to the school where my father-in-law coached and my mother-in-law was the bookkeeper for 33 years. Not sure if he wants to do that. Funny, we moved. When he started at the school he's at now he had to apply for an in-district transfer then. Much to the chagrin of my in-laws as you might imagine, but he wanted to go to this school to play baseball with the group of kids he's played his whole life with. He's got friends at the other HS. The fall league he played in was with those kids. His best friend lives right across the street, so he's not going anywhere. He'll still see him all the time. Anyway, he may see it as an immediate crisis, but creating a new close circle of friends will shake itself out in no time.
I'd like to see him transfer and perhaps even tryout for the other school's summer league team. Again, I'm not sure what he wants. Well I do, but it appears that ship has sailed. He's probably going to be more inclined to want to tryout again for summer ball at his current school. My thoughts are that not much can really change between now and then. Yes, the seniors will be out of the picture, but there's still 3 classes (this year's Jrs, Sophs., and Frosh) vying for positions on 2 summer league teams. Stands to reason that it would be more competitive than 4 classes competing to be on 3 teams. Not to mention the head coach had originally said in the parent/player/coaches meeting that he intended to keep 16 per team this spring. My son getting cut trimmed the JV squad to 13. Makes no sense to me either. Worse yet, the JV head coach is the varsity football defensive coordinator. So, he's going to be on pins and needles again come football season about playing varsity, and playing time, and all that. My son idolizes the guy too. I hear him talk about him ALL the time. He loved playing football for him last year when he was the JV head coach. I'll have to put the kid on suicide watch if whatever unknown reason he didn't make the baseball team rears it's head again in some form in the fall.
I'm spit-balling as I'm still a bit screwed in the head by this too. But, I'm thinking about putting together sort of a recruiting video for this other prospective coach. Take him down to the baseball field and throw him some BP, hit him some GBs, show his pop time (he can catch as well, but doesn't really want to because he pitches. At this point though I think he'd shine cleats for the coaches if that's what it took), and video a bull pen. Maybe have him add some monologue. Basically, put together a video resume - grades, character, and of course the on-field stuff. Just ask if there's interest in a tryout for their summer league team. Again, sort of contingent on how our convo goes down today. It's a nice sunny day and he went with mom to watch my daughter's cheer competition. I know where he'd rather be. Let's say we did put this video together, would there be some value in giving his current school's coach a copy or link to it? I don't want to come off as saying, "look what your missing out on." I KNOW my son certainly isn't about that. On the other hand I really feel the guy, for some reason, pulled the trigger a bit prematurely on letting my son go. Assume for a second that I'm not just the rose colored glasses dad and the kid can play. Under "normal" circumstances I really think my son could have a discussion with this coach, state his case, maybe even get him to take a second objective look for the summer season. His head is not right at the present time though. The kid's like a ghost. Once in awhile we see him duck out of his room to the bathroom or scarf up some din before his mom gets stuff put away. I guess I envision him as being incapable of articulate conversation with this coach. Perhaps one of the other coaches, but then he looks like a puss for not going to the head coach. Then, if it's still "no," he wasted an opportunity to possibly play somewhere else.
Anyone who survived my lengthy diatribe here, I'd really be open to some suggestions. Matter of fact, I would welcome them and thank you greatly. Maybe there's someone that's been there / done that and can give me their hindsight?