Young man, I hope your parents are aware of your issues. Depression is a lonely affliction that is only truly understood by those who've experienced it. It is not a battle to fight alone nor is it anything to be embarrassed about, it is serious though. Please message me or anyone on this forum if you need to talk, at any time. I will give you my number. Depression sometimes has to do with chemical imbalances experienced during puberty, often temporary.
Thanks for contributing NYCT, we need to hear from the young players as you can probably tell we're a bunch of old Mom's and Pop's reminiscing on our kid's glory days. Keep playing ball and posting on the site. Hunter Out!