Today I caught bullpens for the first time since the middle of May and it was noticeable. The usual comfort I have just wasn't there, but again it has been a while and I can't expect to jump right back into game shape. Tomorrow I get the opportunity to take part in practice, hitting and defensively with limited to no throwing. I'm very anxious to see how it will end up. I'm struggling with the concept of not being able to go out and perform like I usually I do. It also doesn't help that I am competing for an opportunity to play sometime this year. It sucks that working back from an injury is during my freshman year and I've already missed so much of it. I guess I need to be patient and focus on the things I can control, my effort and attitude.