Fan,
I can't imagine what you are going through. It must be hard after a lifetime of baseball memories that are mostly positive and now, not so much.
Remember that your son has done what very few get to do, and done it in a way that you should be very proud of as I'm sure you are.
I am married to a Trojan, and that USC degree means a lot in this world. To be a part of that tradition and a student athlete, is more than most could ever ask for. Trust me, he will be a Trojan for life! Fight On! All the best to you and your family!