No, I get it. I really do, but find a way, some motivation to contribute to your high school. You have no idea where you're going or where you'll end up. I light bulb may go off during your college playing days. A coach may inspire you to coach. Maybe you end up coaching. Use your current experience to make a better future you. Keep playing in every game that you can, practice, work whenever you can. The most important thing to remember has been said in this thread: a college coach will choose between you and another player, the red flag against you will be not playing for your high school. That coach would have to hear from you the exact circumstances and then believe your side over a fellow "coach". He's going to have reservations about that, trust us. Play man and make all of us proud.