We get it. There are people responding who have coached baseball in high school and high school age travel. Trust colleges coaches will have an even dimmer view of not playing. If you think you're dealing with stuff now, wait until you get to college ball.
A high school coach is making some extra pocket change by coaching. Hopefully he loves coaching. For a college coach it's his profession. It's how he pays the mortgage and feeds his family. There won't be any warm and fuzzy. If you can't hack adversity get out of the way for the next player. Nothing is more "next man up" than college sports.