OP: You made the right choice at the time. Unfortunately, it didnt work out the way you wanted.
You could have gotten hurt in college too. Nobody knows what would have happened if you did something else.
You took your shot, at least you had the chance. There are probably millions of men who wished they had that one in a million chance to make it.
Go back to college if you feel you need it.
You made the right choice for yourself at the time. As each other player will do every spring.