Me neither. Cannot imagine it.
I am so sorry for that young man's family and for him. I truly hope he is able to get the support he needs.
A few years ago a local HS coach...seemingly a wonderful man...son had played at Fullerton and in the Rays system...the coach/dad suddenly died from a stroke in the middle of the season. Son returned home for a short while...then back to work. His career, which looked bright earlier, didn't last much longer.
Nope, very hard to imagine.