piaa_ump
Every year I swear I will not read this thread - because I know it will rip my heart out.
Then, every year I remember, the boy.
Reading this is the least I can do for him - so many others like him. It is a situation we all need to be aware of.
I sincerely hope if I am ever in the situation you were in - that I will have the courage to do what you did. And yes, I am sure it would haunt me just as it has you.