Grant -TR never said you suck. He is simply asking questions that he or anyone else on the board would need to ask if they were going to be able to give you any advice.
Saying that you hit .430 is nice, but really doesn't tell folks anything. There are many pieces to evaluating a player. Are there any scouts in your area or college coaches that have seen you play that you can discuss your ability or where they see you playing at the college level? If not, then I would suggest that you schedule a camp at one of the "bigger colleges" where you want to go - call and chat with that coach before you go. You can also schedule to work out with a couple of JUCO, NAIA/DII schools and see what the coaches have to say. Most college coaches are very honest in their evaluations and can tell you at what level they see you at, your strengths, and what they think your weaknesses are.
Also, if you haven't received any phone calls, you should be mailing out letters and calling coaches. No one will walk up to your door and offer you a LOI sight unseen. You might even want to call TR and discuss some of his questions a bit further. Best of luck to you.