My son played nosetackle on his HS team. He loves football. At a little over 200 pounds he was far smaller than almost every guy he battled on the other side of the line.
I will admit to every single play saying to myself "get up, Jeff" and then breathing small sigh of relief when he got up off the turf.
He had already committed to his college baseball team by the time football started his senior year. His college coaches were great about it. They told him to go play, and win the title that eluded the team the year before. (His team ended up losing a heartbreaker in the state final
After the last whistle in that title game, as the team gathered to cosole each other's tears in the middle of the field, I remember thinking "Well, he survived the season with no injury."
He never considered not playing that senior year. I just don't think you can live that way. Maybe I would feel different had he blown out a knee or something.
But the risk of injury was never far from my mind all year, I can assure you. I think it comes with being a dad!