hitbombs - You asked a question that quickly reminded me of my son's experience and I think it will help to shed some light on what you may experience.
In our son's very first game, we were as happy as could be as parents. We knew he'd be in the bullpen and so had some time to soak it in. Dream school, got there early to watch infield and watch him drag and rake
, pre-game intros where I took tons of pictures...generally we were on Cloud-9.
Then the game began. Our starter got in a heap of trouble right away walking the bases loaded with no outs. I glance at the dugout and the head coach walks up to my son and says something to him.
Full SPRINT! Down to the bullpen along with a catcher. Coach takes a slow stroll to the mound. By now, son is heating up fast. Coach looks down to the bullpen for a signal. Nothing.
My heart is pounding 10 feet outside my chest. I cannot believe it! How could this happen so FAST!
And why in the world would he give a freshman that situation?!?!?!?!
But the starter was going to pitch to the next batter. 1-0, then 2-0. I'm about to pass out!
Strike-1! I let out a huge shout, "YEAH! Thats a baby, you can do it!" to the starting pitcher.
Strike-2! "WOO! HOO!"
Ground-ball double-play! SHEAR ECSTASY on my part!
Another out and the starter was out of it. My son sat down in the bullpen. And after about 4 innings he returned to the dugout.
I NEVER rooted so hard for it NOT to happen! Not then anyways.
Our son pitched the next day and did great. I learned after the game that he was totally ready and happy to go in that 1st inning and disappointed when it didn't happen. And I was ready for it all, I thought, but the initial shock on Day-1, 1st inning with no outs was a bit tough on me.
Have fun with this...I am sure your son will be just fine...a lot "finer" than you will be.