If you give it all you have, and your best this season is JV, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that at all. If you make Varsity and play little, try and be prepared mentally and physically when called on - that is all you can do. Don't put unnecessary pressure on yourself that you have to make Varsity. Just give it everything you have, then the rest is out of your hands. Perhaps if you have personal doubts, then maybe it would be better to start on JV until you see where you stand. Living up here in Ohio, we usually don't even see a ball field until the third or fourth game has been cancelled. Everything is done in the gym. Not the best situation for sure!!