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Good morning, Girlfriends.

Altho some of you know from PM's what the status of my 'illness' is, I am really feeling the need for some strong prayer warriors out there to take up their swords. It has been close to 10 weeks now and I still do not now what ails me. Have maintained the same symptoms since mid-August, but have now started getting headaches and neck stiffness. Have an appt with the pulmonist in a couple of hours to discuss my CT scan, and am awaiting news from my GP on bloodwork that we did last week.

As you all can imagine, this is getting really old really fast. I am hopeful I find out something definitive this morning, but something tells me it will be time to find an infectious disease specialist and head out for more testing.

Please send up some prayers, friends, as I am getting very weary at this point.

Thanks.
Mary Ann
Mary Ann * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * [i]"The Lord Himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." Deuteronomy 31:8 [8/21/08][/i]
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FBM,

You KNOW that you are in my thoughts and prayers. And here is hoping that all God is testing you right now for is your patience and perseverence. I know how frustrated you are at how long this is all taking to find a diagnosis. As you already know, you will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Thanks all.

Just got back from the pulmonist who indeed has referred me to the infectious disease specialist. That is set up for early next week ... (after the ID doctor's staff wanted to schedule me for early November ... yeah, right. What part of sick don't you understand?) So hopefully last week's bloodwork and an ID specialist and probably more testing will get us going in the right direction. If someone were to tell me "You have xvxvxv and once we start treatment, you should start feeling better in 3 weeks" I would at least believe there was an end in sight. I know you can all understand and I appreciate all your kind thoughts and prayers.

lovethatbaseball ...

I understand what you are saying and I agree wholeheartedly. Reminds of a quote I just read from Mother Teresa ... "I know God won't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much."
I am so sorry to hear you're you still ill and I hope you find what's wrong soon.
I know this is a shot in the dark but have you been tested for Lyme Disease? I have many friends in this town who have enumerable health problems which finally, after many many tests and over many years, have finally been diagnosed with Lyme. It is a terrible disease that mimics many things and doctors often dont accept that it may be Lyme.
FBM,...don't stop on us now!!! ( I'm handing you your boot straps so you can start pullin' them up!! ) We GOTTA find out what this is!!!

I too had a mysterious illness ( am now convinced it was due to mold in our military housing! ewwww,..ick ick,..gives me the heebie jeebies just thinking back to those days!!) for about 4 years and was quite desperate. Its no fun. I felt discouraged, frustrated, and depressed on top of all the other symptoms.
NOT A FUN TIME!!! ( had " mommie guilt " too cause I couldn't " be-all-that-I-could-be " for the kids. It seemed like everything was stacking up on me!! Can you relate??? )

I just dont want you to loose HOPE. It sounds like you are on the right track with the infectious disease specialist. I give that move two thumbs up!!

Stay as positive as possible,..I think if you can keep a good positive mental perspective on things it can only help. Not sure what you need to keep you in the sunshine emotionally,..but we are here for you!!! Make sure you continue to focus on the things that make you smile!!

Sending you big hugzzzzz,....some sunrays,...hope,..and by golly,..we're not gonna let you get down!!! Heres your official " Pick-me-Up " balloons. ( just kinda pretend they were delivered to your door! tee- hee )
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Thinking of youuuuu!!!!!!
FutureBack.Mom,I really hope you feel better soon! My family all had a cough that no doctor could diagnose. I had been so sick I went to the ER and than a pulmonary doctor. I did some research on the internet and asked the pediatrician if we could possibly have whooping cough. She ran some tests on one of my sons and sure enough we had whooping cough in the house!!!!! Everyone of my children had the vaccine so no one looked for it. We were quarantined for 5 days...everyone of us had to be on antibiotics. I was the sickest and from months of coughing had broken a rib as well. So I am glad you are getting to see the ID doctor and hopefully he can come up with an answer...By the way my pulmonary doc felt so bad because he missed it this time !LOL
Prayers continue from Texas. I went through an undiagnosed mystery illness years ago and will never forget how FRUSTRATING it was. I've had several friends and relatives go through the same thing...relentless physical symptoms with no clear diagnosis. In all of our cases, time seemed to be the cure.

Hang in there. You're getting closer! God knows what's going on. Listen for His direction and keep the faith!
Feeling a bit better these days ... haven't had a fever in over a week so that is good news. Still no energy at all and get very short-winded just walking down the hall or taking a shower.

Had a bunch of bloodwork done on Tuesday, testing for various things, one of which is Valley Fever. White count is up higher than 2 previous tests and one of blood cultures already came back positive but for what, am not yet sure. New infectious disease specialist is being very aggressive with my tests and x-rays (even reviewed my films on her day off) and I will be seeing her again on Tuesday.

Guess I didn't post when this happened but last Sunday, I cracked a rib during a coughing spell. I had to call my son to take me to ER ... and here my hubby thought it was safe to take a few days off his care-giving to go fishing, only to have to turn around and come home to help me until I could maneuver on my own. I can honestly say that it was easier to give birth to an 8 lb 12 ounce boy, without meds, than to deal with that rib fracture ... "On a scale of 1 to 10," asked the nurse, "what is your pain level?" Wincing, I answered, "FOURTEEN !!!" I slept most of Sunday from the heavy duty pain shot they gave me but I could not get along by myself ... couldn't even get out of my recliner without help. Have had to sleep in the recliner every night since then because I can't get comfortable while lying flat in bed.

Rib has improved quite a bit and I was able to send hubby back up to the trout streams with his fishing buddies on Thursday. Unfortunately, he is still 'on call' as the ID specialist was ready to send me to the hospital when my first blood culture came back positive. If I had still been running a fever, I would be typing this with an IV in my arm at the local hospital. Hopefully hubby will have a chance to finish his trip without a medical emergency from me again.

Will get the results on most of the tests this coming Tuesday ... Valley Fever results may take longer as the specimen was sent out of town to a lab at UC Davis med school. Hopefully we can get this thing identified and I can consider actually having some holiday time this year.
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Feeling a bit better these days ... haven't had a fever in over a week so that is good news.


That is good news but.... ouch... a cracked rib!!!

FBM... my thoughts and prayers continue...

You have been suffering terribly and deserve even more good news. Here is a positive thought for you. When you see your son pitch in the big leagues someday, this trial will all be but a memory.

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