Sometimes although I call myself a Christian,I think I study from a different book.
I have counseled young people who have been consumed with self hatred and depression for having these feelings.I have spent years on my knees asking God how to help these bright and beautiful people.
I left my church over this issue.Love my pastor,still talk to him,but the judgement and condemnation I couldnt handle.
Sinners we all are.Sin is sin in Gods eye.Leave him to judge us when we meet up with him.
Billy Grahm once said in a book of his I read."one day youll go to heaven and look all around you,and there will be more people than you ever thought that are there"
I take great peace in that.
Love one another,that is Gods greatest commandments.Love is unconditional last time I studied the word in a word study.Love isnt an emotion,it is a decision